puntos ciegos????
puntos ciegos??? nos hace felices??? o tratamos de no ver lo malo??? so what it is? AFRAID TO BE HAPPY. puntos ciegos, lets go back to that, i most have been so blind. How long it took? toke me to see how wrong i was! how many ppl, numbers, days, times i been so afraid of the future. there's a song i adore in this moment of my life, describe how i felt:
I CAN
look into my heart and use it.
no one seems to understand.
imagine how it feels to be so dumb that canot hear a melody.
imagine how it feels to look in the mirror and never like what u see.
U can make my dark clouds, bright.
u can take my broken spirit, high.
U can love like i really need to be loved,
i can hear quiet voices,
saying
I CAN.
serious only God can do that.
Cry at nights. when im gonna be how i was. I was looking at some pics from prep. 1 i was ugly, i still lol but not that much, fat tho! time passes, people change.
and Changes are visibles. but the Question is! WHO AM I? who i am? im a mix of weird feeling, thoughts, and i really dont know. I can't really describe my self in this moment.
He talked to me again. Larnelle on the messenger. "whats up with u" i think his brother is in mexico. God Bless him! all of them. U know what i mean. Im worry about my mom. And i can't talk to no one about this. ONly to God, tru! I should Believe a lil more! a little? geez a bounch more.! Creo que todo está en lamente, en la actitud que uno tome frente a las circunstancias. LET IT FLOW!!!! God JusT give me the strenght to face another day. Thanks for my friends and family. Bless my mom, Sis and bf de ella. los nigaritus!, Eder c su nueva niña, Rolando, Sueli c su novio. Mis coaches. again my mom. I have that inmy mind! so bad,. I dont like it! please God, Openher eyes. all the japanese ppl. pl of this house. Amen. THanks for being with me today. and Take care ofme tomorrow.
I CAN
look into my heart and use it.
no one seems to understand.
imagine how it feels to be so dumb that canot hear a melody.
imagine how it feels to look in the mirror and never like what u see.
U can make my dark clouds, bright.
u can take my broken spirit, high.
U can love like i really need to be loved,
i can hear quiet voices,
saying
I CAN.
serious only God can do that.
Cry at nights. when im gonna be how i was. I was looking at some pics from prep. 1 i was ugly, i still lol but not that much, fat tho! time passes, people change.
and Changes are visibles. but the Question is! WHO AM I? who i am? im a mix of weird feeling, thoughts, and i really dont know. I can't really describe my self in this moment.
He talked to me again. Larnelle on the messenger. "whats up with u" i think his brother is in mexico. God Bless him! all of them. U know what i mean. Im worry about my mom. And i can't talk to no one about this. ONly to God, tru! I should Believe a lil more! a little? geez a bounch more.! Creo que todo está en lamente, en la actitud que uno tome frente a las circunstancias. LET IT FLOW!!!! God JusT give me the strenght to face another day. Thanks for my friends and family. Bless my mom, Sis and bf de ella. los nigaritus!, Eder c su nueva niña, Rolando, Sueli c su novio. Mis coaches. again my mom. I have that inmy mind! so bad,. I dont like it! please God, Openher eyes. all the japanese ppl. pl of this house. Amen. THanks for being with me today. and Take care ofme tomorrow.