Muy LinDO!
Well, this is going good, I’m” enjoying life” but i don’t know y i have that feeling like when something’s bad its gonna happen, I’m afraid, well about “my nigga”???? I don’t have him, what I said about it???... well he told me a lot of stuff, that stuff really hurt me, also Rachad, well he didn’t do anything wrong, even he did something good, that was not healthy for any of us… I miss him a lot, he was really cool, I was lying… well that sucks, now I don’t have my friend, and LJ? He never fue mio. So… here I’m learning about mistakes, but it seems like I can’t learn, because I’m doing the same! I don’t know who of the guys gave him my mail ( a Leron) well we started talking and I thought he was looking for some fun like lj said, but that guy really look nice, bit in the gay he look I mean how he is with me and stuff, I had 2 weeks talking with him, by msn and phone, I’m thinking about him all the time, we laugh of the same stuff, like damn, I really don’t know him but I like him, but that’s why I said that something bad is going to happen, this is just so good, well I don’t k now how he see me, but… I Don’t know, I’m about to meet him tomorrow morning, here in Mty, he’s coming to spend the weekend partying here… and I’m going home because of m daddy’s birthday, Leron’s b day was no September 13… damn, I’m really afraid about this… I don’t know what his friends are gonna do, I mean if something’s happen its gonna be their fault, like… those guy introduced me with him… I didn’t do any thing, but I should be with a Latin boy not a nigga! I’m doing the same… well I wanna think he’s deferent, but it’s kinda hard to believe that, I mean all niggas are the same shit for me… but I really want to get to know him, “el que no arriesga no gana” or “jut let the things be” , I don’t wanna rush but, I wanna know what’s going to happen between us, and also, if nothing’s gonna happen,I wanna know since now! I don’t wanna get hurt, but he’s leaving in a year, so that’s why is perfect I mean a BF for a year… bf? I’m rushing… I don’t know… lets see what’s happen on this weekend… I don’t wanna get desapointed… please LORD this is my boy??? Well just the time will say