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De vez en cuando tus gritos asaltan mi recuerdo
como puñales
que hacen brotar la sangre de mi bajo vientre,
e intento virar mi pensamiento
hacia algo bonito que no llega,
en una especie de dolor obligatorio.

Y se suceden aquellas imágenes
que me fuerzan a recordarte
encontrándote con la maldad
más despiadada en forma de autoridad.
Desprovista del que debió haber sido
un bonito camino de niña tierna
hacia un futuro quizá menos bonito.
Cargada hasta el infinito de basura que no te correspondía,
Desnuda, sola como un gato en la calle,
chillando bajo el agua fría,
cargando con tu sintomático insomnio
al que yo no alcanzaba a dar sentido,
porque no lo tenía.
Sólo tenía causas
y motivos de sobra.

Después de todo eso,
cuando apareces de esa forma en mi pensamiento,
y siento mi cuerpo temblar en una gigantesca naúsea
que odia los recuerdos,
me pregunto
si no será ésa la forma en que
saldo la cuenta en la que pesa mi “debe”

A pesar de todo me siento culpable.

The gods are users.
You don't want to heed the senarios they sell you telepathically. The gods instruct the computer to use temptation to test us. Your best case senario is to recapture your innocence and strive for purity:::Flanders in on the Simpsons FOR A REASON!!! Barring that, if you are so corrupted you MUST understand then you need to think and interperet their clues yourself and stop listening to the inaccurate senarios they feed you, for this is a delaying tactic which is costing you years.


Children are discounted by adults in society. The gods corrupt people as they age, use trust-building tactics and soon adults view the children as ignorant, yet to understand the god's system, and subsequently look down on the children. This is one of the most bitter, painful ironies the gods employ::::
Religions teach that old people to go to heaven when they die. They don't. Old people are reincarnated. It's children who go to heaven.
The wisdom the gods impart to children, either through their innocence/purity or religious-based educational pursuits, are the gods sharing the truth with their most favored people::::It's the children whom the gods teach the right way for it is the children who have a chance. For example, they teach children to have faith, for understanding the god's geographical clues hurts people by illustrating negative things, opening the door for the god's to employ deceptive tactics.
Old people don't go to heaven. Old people must come back because of the mistakes they've made throughout their lives. It's the children who have the opportunity to go to "heaven". They must behave apprioriately, think correctly and be genuinely god-fearing. Their innocence and lack of desensitization ensures they have a real opportunity to achieve this goal.
They used their positioning surrounding boss to send the clue suggesting opportunity lost early. This is not the only example, for they used me to send clues to the disfavored throughout.


Females are better people than males
Historically the role of females was as enforcers of decency. Men have god's disfavor and enagage in behavior damaging to themselves and their families. Women who adhered to this crucial role helped the men understand and avoid inappropriate behavior while enhancing decency in their domestic environment. These women sacrifice to help the disfavored:::They are like Jews, scattered throughout Europe to help the misled Christians.
Many disfavored groups embrace "paternalistic superiority" and believe the men are "entitled"::::;If Italian women tried to enforce decency the men beat and raped them.
The gods subsequently used this Italian charecterisitic to corrupt other morbidly disfavored groups, legitimizing this and other associated behavior.





They said HW was a "traitor", established with the airplane incident during WorldWarII. As we witnessed repeatedly in the 20th century, these incidents ocurr to initiate a legacy and pave the way for a far more significant events in the future::::
If true this legacy would recurr in W's administration::::
Rebate checks on the way into and out of office are both bad signs.
Signing on to Iraq to eliminate Saddam and 4,000 Americans is another clue.
Don't be surprised if they have him sabotage some things on his way out, and since McCain is good it will (has) happen(ed) one way or the other::::
The whole economy issue came out of nowhere in February 2008. Consistant with the god's methodology, expect justification was utilized::::::
Of course the crashing dollar of the last few years has comeplled OPEC to value oil with the Euro instead of the dollar.
Don't forget:::The Reagan administration was charecterized with banking scandal too:::"Intentional foreclosure" constitutes justification sufficient for their exclusion::::
I realize this problem isn't just a California issue, b

Srta. Ming he visto tu respuesta, pero por casualidad, fíjate que ahora estoy en htt://www.peroestoquees.com
Me he cambiado de blog, ahora estoy con blogia, tiene más posibilidades, no estoy tan limitado como en ya.com
Ah, y felicidades por la foto, muy buena, en serio. Son de ésas en que se queda uno con ganas de más... Saludos.

Por cieto, mu buena también la foto que tienes puesta tú en el "acerda de..." es tuya o la has mangoneao por ahi, ein?

(referente al coment que me dejaste en mi blog) jua, lo que importa es la calidad y no la cantidad Srta. Ming, y eso ya lo sabes, pa qué contarte. Y gracias por tu firmita te colocaré un enlace, un poco de poesía de la buena no viene mal de vez en cuando, que yo ando pelín podrido de corazón últimamente de tan poca atención que le presto. Ah y joder qué palo, pa una vez que alguien se fija en mi imagen de las tías bailando... coincide con que cambio el diseño del blog. Si es que...

acabo de hablar contigo :-)))

impresionante poema.

volveré

Hermosos poemas los suyos Srta. Ming

DB, prefiero BD...SM

Culpables somos todos, aunque a veces disimulemos y miremos hacia otro lado. O quizás por eso...

ese "debe" me recuerda demasiado a la contabilidad
:)

Exorcísate. Exorcisémonos. Al convento, al convento, como gritaba Hamlet :)